The Friars

29.9.06



1)
I hear talk of alternative energy
even, alternative money
both should read ‘additional’


And they have made robots
By the brace, as in partridge
all holes, that gyrate by battery
but they’re dangerous on planes
or in camouflage
survival’s been bread out
by the cult of perfection

comfort, security, fear
the deal makers territory
of imaginary numbers
and consumer confidence

they’ll still give you a few light bulbs
when you pay your bill
but the office is too far
the line too long

justice is lonely
in the democratization of death
suicide or murder
box or urn



2)
he said,
— Este mundo es un desmadre total
y no tiene futuro.
¿Como estas optimista?
Mientras sí, tengo hijos pero...
(This world is all fucked-up
and doesn’t have long.
How can you be optimistic?
I mean, I have kids, but...)
The phone was ringing and he answered,
— Tres Americas.
And I was grateful for a chance to leave
thinking in the car
all loose ends,
Descatres' "provisional morality" (a)
and fatalism as a faith





3)
when the blackbird
lands on the wire
lost from its nest

when history is archeological
or eschatological
animals that we are

and the Pentateuch predates Moses (b)
and the Koran predates Islam

A fine mess we'll be in
Love torn into little bits
Arthropod anthropologists
running all around

And then I'll go and blow it all
up in a logging town
drink it all away
by an ancient mountain stream





a) From Discourse on Method (1637); The three maxims of provisional morality (provisional as in, don't change a horses in midstream)

(i) Conservatism: Follow law and custom; adhere to moderate opinions; make no vows or lasting commitments.

(ii) Decisiveness: Be firm and resolute in my actions.

(iii) Stoicism: Try to change my desires and attitudes rather than the world.

b) see the Documentary Hypothesis. Also Form criticism."

* Brace: a pair; couple: a brace of grouse.

closing:
Bertolt Brecht (from Mother Courage, 1941)

Chaplain- Tell yourself we're in the hands of God.
Mother Courage- I don't think we are that bad off.

You're my nothing
My I wish I knew you better
But this card you sent
I can't bare to read
Maybe you want me to vote for you
In the election in the spring

You're my nothing
My hand I won't show to you
Prime minster with a pink bloody core
I went looking for you
but you were no where to be found
where the good people are

And I make an effort every day
I try, and try as I may
But you do nothing
to help me out
sure I'm a stranger
but you know my name
I'm a stranger but you know my name

And no, I won't be comming to your party
I won't be knocking on your door
I'll see you monday morning
on the capital steps
but I won't vote for you this fall

You're my everything
Cause you share the face
Of one woman I knew in the past
and I rather pretend it was years ago
but this coldness came so fast

You're my nothing
My burning penciled canvas
my uneternal flame
It used to be
you didn't have to be somebody
to be someone to me

I made an effort yesterday
but the marrow's gone from my veins
you did nothing
to help me out
and I'm unhappy just the same
I'm unhappy just the same

And no, I won't be comming to your party
I won't be knocking on your door
I'll see you monday morning
on the battlefield
but I won't fight with you no more

-that humanistic kid

27.9.06

The trite, cliche, cacophony of fall



There is no reason for you to feel so down low, like your not going anywhere, because the way the Hopi's saw it the world revolves around you. There is no greater evidence to this fact than to look at the way the seasons change. It seems like every fall you can tend to get this way, a little sentimental, but why? Was there some great event in your past that you mourn the loss of each year? Yes, there was, you Yankee, fall was, for fourteen or eighteen years, that time when you left your parent's side and went to school. Though you may have hated your teachers, hated your classmates, the school lunches and so on, you loved learning. You did. Have you ever heard someone say they hate learning? I'll doubt it very much, and even if you did answer 'yes, my friend she...', ask yourself this: Was your friend attributing this great pain, this fear, this negativity with those things associated with learning or had they really liked being ignorant? You feel down because you miss the time where your only focus was for the pleasure of learning.



But why Fall? We are rarely this sentimental in any other season. Maybe in winter, but even then we are just longing for the warm breeze of summer. Why fall? I think it is because during fall nature reminds us to the brevity of life, and anytime you are reminded of that fact you are made to feel inadequate. When we are faced with this natural reminder we are also faced with the questions of death, loss, and regret. What will happen to us in the winter of our lives?

This is does not have to be a reason to feel depressed. Choose to look at fall as a time wherein we are allowed to release that which has plagued us through the previous year, like foliage from a tree. Next time you see leaves falling try to concentrate on a single one, and on this leaf place that which you carry but would rather not be burdened by. The more you do this, the more you will learn to see that there are more leaves on trees than you have problems, and so there is no reason for you to feel to down low. Winter will come and go, and spring, and summer, but there will always be fall.


-humanista

BUT THAT'S JUST WHAT THE TREE SAID

The Buddha
&
The Jesus
sat down under a tree to talk
but all their teeth were jammed
Silence stared at Silence
skies began to change
leaves began to drop
What's the difference between
Love
&
Truth
Silence stared at Silence
Sacred is Freedom
not the other way around!

-eL vIkIngO

25.9.06

Part Three

all this around me
alive with blue
and worth nothing
on the world market
generals don't kill
for rivers anymore

all this around me
carrying my blues
a bargain bought
ticket from sorrow
generals don't kill
for justice anymore

all this around me
removed from the blue
on the wings of a hawk
sorrow looks so tiny
generals don't kill
for beauty anymore

-vik

24.9.06

There’s a freighter riding high, passing between me and Michigan
Steam-on! Go north into the artic creep
We’ll shake the spells from the blankets
And untwist our fingers from around love's throat
To re-animate, in a breath, the spark of action
in the absence of dream

Passions are my interlocutor and they nest in an empty attic
Calling down to their sacrifices, the tumbled basement swell
Blood rising, lake blue, aquatic birds…
I see me in the metal hull and sloppy engine
Served seconds on late watch, witness to the oily morning

Steam-on! to where the water turns solid
Clench it and haul it back
So it can slip
through our fingers



l-a'ro

18.9.06

After the Between/Before... or PART TWO

muscles and sinews
molded in the waves
all rivers are timelines
where did you get in?
they do not carry sorrow
they do not carry joy
grabbing branches
to slow my lurching
one branch breaks like a heart
one branch breaks like an arm
i was covered in grief
when i first hit the waters
now i'm washed clean away
exposed
vulnerable
open
to be rebuilt
assembled with love
where did you get in?

--eL viKingO

After the between, before the second

I got lost somehow
In these uncharted waters
My sight blurred
You were there, in that blur
I awoke in a fog
a root cellar
sheets damp
Remembering that time
when your bed was foreign
We stradled the globe
And sat aside this earth
Embracing
I wake again
Only my humble clothes are familiar
the taste of toothpaste
and this picture of you
Which I've left out to dry

-humanista

16.9.06

between part one and two

i don’t know where we are
ambling with empty pails
under the sky
open mouthed
or how we found ourselves
so wedded to danger
to between
dry earth and rain, gathered earth and clay
between
between
light and shadow
Atlas and entropy
she loves me
she loves me not
and between
ice and thaw
gravity and the grave
this pile of dust i call my fortune
cobwebs, veils, tombs—
seeds
carry me river

1-a'r0

14.9.06

Part One

there was smoke on the wind
like the whole sky caught flames
not even the rain came down that day
the road was dry and cracked
my wheels had worn clean slick
goodbyes stung in my eyes
and my tongue turned to brick
(but all of that was)
prelude to the river...


-vikingo

13.9.06

eMtn. A




What was the name of that mountain? I have to look it up… Mont Ventoux, that peak, or better said, summit that Petrarca ascended between the middle ages and the Renaissance. I am guessing at this, but it might not have been called that in his day (not the peak, nor the age), like the name Petrarch we have today. The theme is change. What gives shape to comprehension is the similarities. This is history. It is what R.G. Collingwood described as ‘reenactment’. And Heraclitus said you can’t step into the same river twice.

Today, I look from the vista of Mt. Akrásia; but perhaps some would call it Mt. Aporia. Spell check does not recognize these words akrásia and aporia, which only means that they are not in common usage. I had to add them to the dictionary. And further, when not capitalized (taking the form of absolutes) they are again not recognized—four new entries in this machines memory. This itself is interesting. Common usage has a whole set of assumptions packed into it. And that the digital dictionary now has four amendments and not just two is another (and that they are only on my machine). Can they take the form of absolutes?

Akrásia is when someone acts inconsistently with their judgment. Aporia (as used by Derrida) is meaning perpetually differed. Which brings us to irony. And I will suggest irony is the mark of an encounter between seemingly multiple and independent truths wearing each other's clothes. Which brings us back to Aporia (Aristotle “'commonly used' this term to signify a group of individually plausible but collectively inconsistent statements. The reconciliation of such statements by considering alternative solutions, he supposed, is the chief business of philosophy.” (Garth Kemerling).

Here I would like to refer to John Searle who suggests (paraphrase) that there are problems so large that one can go through four years of university study without ever being told that they are a problem. (an elephant on the antenna). The problem he lays before us is this. How do we rectify the notion that we are conscience beings in the midst of impersonal forces in space? And through Descartes we have centered this dilemma between mind and body (to Saussure it's a sheet of paper).

Let’s go back to our mountain. And until properly decided, we can refer to it as Mt. A. And we will assume (always a danger) that from this perspective we have access to all previous information (as has been documented, I want to leave Marc Bloch or Vico, the historians out of this for now). So, from this peak, like that of Petrarch’s we can pause and simply enjoy the view. Is it the same view enjoyed by Gorgias, Heraclitus, and Derrida? I couldn’t begin to guess. But again, certain similarities arise.

Back to history, enter Marc Bloch and Miguel de Unamuno. And what do they remind their readers? That life is lived by man. For Unamuno, humanity does not exist, only humans of flesh and blood, who are born and who prior to their death recognize its approach. Marc Bloch also recognizes that history is lived by men, but there are also greater forces at work in thier lives, geography and inherited culture to name two. From Vico we become critical; and from Voltaire we move beyond chronicle (Barzun).

You see I have a tendency to group similarities. There are some who would say that they are really implied by thier opposites. And only from these distinctions we arrive at meaning. I suppose we could capitalize Structuralists, as lots of them are dead and have lost the opportunity to change their mind(s); or at least they will have a hard time getting the mail through. This idea that meaning results from the structure where differences are imbedded does away with any interference from the world.

Enter Derrida, and a word of caution: at this nascent stage of acquiring and airing cultural capitol i am imprecise in my investments (gambling even). Yet, he proposed an intriguing idea (which will sound rather familiar, even, ‘well duh’ to anyone familiar with Zen)— the history of philosophy is marked by seeking the permanent fixed mark, a center, a universal which every other item in flux can be based on—the prime mover, the logos, the self, so it goes. And he suggests that in recognizing this we can step outside of philosophy, otherwise we are caught in perpetual preferential binary opposition.

Enter William James, who was already in the room. He says that both materialism and idealism function as logical explanations for the past… that they work equally well in proceeding the present; and it is a selection in how to see the future, and this selection could alter that outcome. He widened the lens with his Pragmatism, as are we from this altitude, except…

How is it that all of this is intelligible?—because meaning is negotiated into birth and preserved through language. I am jumping ahead. Oh, history. It too has an origin... And Saussure’s statement about Hebrew not having a means to express the past is a supreme irony; akin, though under different motivations than that of Sapir-Wolf with the Hopi’s.

But the observations of Derrida, that this center is an essential feature of western philosophy is indeed a novel reiteration, as is the thinking of existentialism (again, as Searle laid out, how do we rectify the discord between the notions of conscience (and often rational beings) in impersonal forces): in other words how do we account for freedom, and in regards to history, interpretation, and the implication of the present.

The solution, bold and naïve: we do not live atop Mountain A, but pass over it, back down through the valleys and in the town. We negotiate food, clothing, and shelter as we negotiate meaning, with the imperative that we are alive; and further, that we can not subsist alone, which renders death as that absolute against which we organize meaning and value. We are intent on living, and thinking is an means to express this intention, as based on memory (which this text has now become). By giving the mountain a name we can then return to it.

If this is presently obscured we can take it as evidence of our (not humanities’, but our success (mine and your) success of having assimilated the past and currently involved in the act of living. Aporia, as meaning perpetually differed is then the goal (barring fits of akrásia)--creation and destruction.



1-ar'0

8.9.06

the dude

The Lebowski Cult: An Academic Symposium

Louisville, Kentucky
September 28th - 30th, 2006

The symposium program spans the Thursday, Friday and Saturday and will be coordinated (& will not overlap) with the 5th Annual Lebowski Fest.

http://www.louisville.edu/a-s/cchs/lebowski/index.html

"You can't break the ball. Can't break the floor. Can't break anything in a bowling alley. And that's what I like about bowling alleys. Can't even break the record." (Ordinary People, 1980, Judith Guest (grand niece of Edgar A. Guest).

1'ar-0

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